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“So I dealt with a lot of anger and she would get frustrated. My anger was a turn-off,” he adds. “It was scary. And the dumb thing is — because I’m so honest — I just share everything with her, so I shared stuff with her that was heartbreaking.”

He calls the revelations “terrible,” adding, “There’s some things in a man’s mind that should never be expressed.”

“We’re in different places,” she admits. “Sorry, we’re in different places about the bomb that went off on our family. And like, I’m in a major place of mourning and he’s angry and he doesn’t want to… He just wants to just go find whatever, you know? And I’m like, no, I can’t feel like that.”

Robyn Brown, Meri Brown, Kody Brown, Christine Brown and Janelle Brown from “Sister Wives” arrive at the grand opening of Mike Tyson’s one-man show “Mike Tyson: Undisputed Truth - Live on Stage”

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“It’s [just] Kody and I, and we’re getting through this and figuring this out, but it does feel … like there was a death,” she said. “And we’re both going through a death separately.”

“It feels like we’re going through a death and we’re both handling it differently. And we’re in different places with it,” she added, sharing how she’s prayed and asked for “God’s guidance and help” through a “very confusing time.”

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