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Mandatory Credit: Photo by Ben Perry/Shutterstock (10408069c) Lauren Goodger Hard Rock Cafe Piccadilly Circus launch party, London, UK - 12 Sep 2019

The British reality star — also mother to daughter Larose, whom she welcomed with Charles Druryin July 2021— announced on Sunday that her second daughter, Lorena, died shortly after she gave birth.

“👼Lorena👼 R.I.P 08.07.22,” Goodger, 35, wroteon Instagramalongside a picture of what appears to be her daughter’s hand holding onto her fingers.

“There was nothing wrong with her or myself she was perfect I can’t understand it,” she continued, adding that Lorena “is so so beautiful.”

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Goodger also requested “privacy right now,” adding that she and Drury “have a lot of grieving to do and funeral organising.”

“I just need this time,” she shared, adding that Larose has been her “rock” and “getting me through this or I wouldn’t survive.”

“I will never ever get over this but I will learn how to live everyday with Lorena in my heart,” theTOWIEalum concluded the heartbreaking post. “She will be with me always and I will be with her again one day … My 👼 Lorena I love you so much 💔.”

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On Tuesday, Goodger posted a broken-heart emoji to her Instagram Story withCéline Dion’s “The Prayer” playing in the background.

Goodger, who also appeared on the British version ofCelebrity Big Brother, announced she was pregnant with her second child earlier this year.

On Monday, Goodger and Drury expressed their gratitude for the support they received since announcing the news of Lorena’s death.

“The messages have been so lovely and even though it takes no pain away it really has helped to see how much support there is for them,” the spokesperson added.

source: people.com